Carly's Poetry And Music

I Am Soaring in the Air (Am I Gonna Fly or Fall?)

2006-09-28T18:10:00.000-07:00

I am soaring in the air
Am I gonna fly or fall?
Because this heart of mine has given me a big overhaul

I just want to fly
I don't want to think about why I'm alive
I just want to be with I

I know I will strive
But I don't want to think about it
Because when I fly the skies
I feel the world's lies
And I don't want to feel this disguise
I don't want to think about death
Because I know it will happen and life's short
But life is precious
And if you died now
It will hurt

I just want to fly
I don't want to think about why I'm alive
I just want to be with I

Grace, My Grandma

2006-09-25T17:16:00.001-07:00

My grandma Grace
Astionshing beauty is in your place
I see you are getting some rest
May you find some peace

You are full of so much love
And you are loved by God, above
Don't worry about what will come your way
We will always be with you

I know you got sorrow
Can't wait for the next day
But it could be the same resolution
You need to calm down your wild heart; that should be your solution

I want you to know, you aren't like any other Grandmother
You display so much talent in everything you do
I believe it will always be you and me
Forver, forever, may it be

I love you, Grandma!;)

Freedom Doesn't Exist

2006-09-17T14:21:00.000-07:00

I stand on top of the mountain
And I feel just like a Indian a long time ago
With their spear and their arrow
Trying to kill a buffalo
To use its hide for my shelter and family
But oh no...
I really got my rifle
Trying to find a deer
So I can put it on my wall!

You know, freedom doesn't exist
Not for these little animals
Because we got everything we want, we got in our fists

You caught the shark in the net
Just take it's fin
Don't worry, you don't have to regret

Give the little calf another pill
Get it ready for the common drill
To settle the supply and demand
So we can get our fill!
And I can get another pop tart for my hand

You know, freedom doesn't exist...

To support endangered and harmed aniamls go to:http://www.wildaid.org/eng.asp?CID=1

Life... What Is It?

2006-06-04T20:08:00.000-07:00

Life... what is it?
I think I know
But the next minute I don't
It's like stained painted glass
Don't you wish it was see through?
I could know what I am living for!
Because this could be all she wrote I know

I could be living for a God
And if I let him down
I let down myself Life... what is it?

I know I could be rescued
But I want to reassured
I am outside standing in the wind
With the trees and the breeze
Autumn is coming
Is that a sign of change?
Life... what is it?

Denial

2006-05-06T21:51:00.001-07:00

You think you're style
For having denial
But all you're dealing with is a trial

Deny, deny, deny
I deny that I'm human
I deny that I'm imperfect
I deny that I have problems
I deny that I am alive

I hear you say "I feel bigger than the sun"
"I am stronger than you"
Anytime you find yourself fall down
Take off your crown
As you stick out your gut
You start to strut
As you say these things
Deny, deny, deny

Zero Hour Lyrics (From: Lyrics on Demand)
Eyes Of Denial Lyrics
"Cities ablaze as we race
Through a concrete maze
Eyes ablaze
And die for a nameFor heaven
In this deadly game
Tears can't quench these sands
Why fight for peace in a holy land
Night has died and with it may I
Admist wars fair the heroes lie
The smell of death chills the air
I look for myself but I'm nowhereDeliver me my prayer
Eyes of Denial"

30 Seconds To Mars!

2006-03-12T17:55:00.000-08:00

You know Jared Leto? He has his own band: 30 Seconds To Mars. They are one thrilling and talented band.:) They have mysterious and lyrics! Some of my favorite songs by them are "Fallen," "A Beautiful Lie," and "Attack."

I just show them in concert and I was blown away! 30 Seconds To Mars really care about their fans!;) Here is a cool url about them:
http://music.yahoo.com/ar-295172-bio--30-Seconds-To-Mars.

LaserEyes

2006-02-26T09:03:00.000-08:00

I got lasereyes
Don't worry about me having any spies
Because I got lasereyes

I got a box full of surprises...
Here, do not fear

I will point my red ray at your head
You will think you will die
You won't have time to think
Or even blink

Death is the wage
You pay
For marching in this parade
Welcome to this masquerade

Sit down at the table with me
Remember I am you friend, not your enemy

Watch my eyes momentarily turn back into bright blue eyes
They look good natured
They look poignant
I am good
I will treat you like I should

THE FLIP IN THE AIR

2006-02-20T16:17:00.000-08:00

This is the flip
This is what it means to be hip
This is the skip

You fantasize the sky in a different way while being buoyant
I don't need a skateboard
I need a soul
I will go higher with more tactics
I just to need to concentrate on my acrobatics

It's the flip in the air
What do you care?

My Lastest News

2006-02-17T16:14:00.000-08:00

(The Vines)

Book I am reading at the moment: Traveling Light-Max Lucado.

Musical artists I am into at the moment: The Vines and Rocket From the Crypt. Here are some cool music videos from the Vines: http://music.yahoo.com/ar-292656-videos--The-Vines. Enjoy!

A thought that is going through my head: I can't believe it's almost March, the rest of the school year has to be fun!

Black People Without Any Chains

2006-02-12T12:51:00.001-08:00

Black people without any chains
Because Martin helped switch lanes
To free the people that were black
And let the two colors be one pack
Because nothing is wrong with them
So, please don't let it be anything you condemn

We Are Highly Evolve Creatures (The Light On My Feet)

2006-02-09T17:55:00.000-08:00

There is chaos in the wind
I want to know if you are my friend
But I ask you, your head turns
If a monkey comes to me and says I evolved from him
I will steal a bannana from him
I want to hold you close
And I want you to hold my heart
And tell me we will never part

I can't live today
Because on the news today they said the world is going to end tomorrow
I can't live tomorrow
Because I probably won't be here

We are highly evolved creatures
Some much is going on
Some much we want to know
We are like inch-worms moving one step at a time on the concrete
I would think since we are highly evolved creatures we could live for today
But we have a hard time looking forward to see where our feet are planted
Everything in this life we take for granted
Anytime our sparkle goes away in our hands, we get scared

God promises light on my feet
Not a crystal ball in the future

My Ipod Songs

2006-02-07T17:43:00.000-08:00

I have one that can hold tons of songs. I am far from finished but here are some songs I have, including all the artists I have on there at this point. I know some of these artist are rare, you are welcome to ask me about them.

U2:
1. New Year's Day
2. People Get Ready (Live) (Cover)

Everclear:
1. Rock Star (Crazy one, I know)
2. Here We Go Again

Tears For Fears:
1. Head Over Heels
2. Shout (Big radio hit I love, lol)

Ben Lee:
1. Something Blue, Something Borrowed
2. Still On the Line

Bush:
1. Everything Zen
2. Glycerine

Blur:
1. Song 2 (Whooo!)
2. Advert

Collective Soul:
1. Run
2. Why P.t. 2

dc Talk:
1. Mind's Eye
2. Jesus Freak

Madness:
1. Our Houae
2. It Must Be Love (Live)

Oleander:
1. You'll Find Out (Earlier Version)
2. I Walk Alone

Apollo 440:
1. Stadium Parking Lot
2. Stop the Rock

Joe 90:
1. Stop
2. Drive

The Bigger Lovers:
1. No Heroics
2. Threadbare

Moby:
1. Southside
2. Honey

Elvis Presley:
1. What Would I do if the Lord Wasn't Walking By My Side?
2. Hard-Headed Woman

Dave Matthews Band:
1. Last Stop (I used to not like this song)
2. What Would You Say?

Jamiroquai:
1. Planet Home
2. Canned Heat

Rocket From the Crypt:
1. On A Rope
2. Middle

Muse:
1. Stockholm Syndrome
2. Thoughts of A Dying Atheist

The Who:
1. Join Together
2. Won't Get Fooled Again

30 Seconds To Mars:
1. Fallen
2. Oblivion

Hall & Oates:
1. Grounds For Seperation
2. Marigold Sky

Weezer:
1. Perfect Sitaution
2. Dope Nose

Incubus:
1. Wish You Were Here
2. A Crow Left of the Murder

Jimmy Eat World:
1. Bleed American
2. Table For Glasses

Simply Red:
1. So Many People
2. Fairground

Snow Patrol:
1. Spitting Games
2. Somewhere A Clock is Ticking

The Red Hot Chili Peppers:
1. Can't Stop
2. Californication

John Fogerty:
1. Rhurbarb Pie
2. Sugar-Sugar (In My Life)

Third Eye Blind:
1. Graduate
2. How's it Gonna Be?

At the Drive-In
1. One Armed-Sissors
2. Cosonaunt

Beck:
1. Jack-A**
2. Where It's At

What do you think?

Lastest News

2005-12-20T19:23:00.001-08:00

Everyone has things they are interested in the moment. Well, I thought I would share with you mine. (These are not my favorites things but things I am just starting to get into.)

A band I like at this moment: Big Wreck (More info: http://search.music.yahoo.com/search/?p=big+wreck&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;m=video&x=24&y=9)

A music video I like at this moment: Green Day: Jesus of Suburbia.

A book I like at this moment: The River by Gary Paulsen.

A thought that is going through my head: Will Christmas come already but then again I don't want it to come soon because I have a lot things to accomplish before then.

And what about you? You can include other things.

The World is Getting Duller!

2005-12-20T18:57:00.000-08:00

In this life I want the faith
The faith is never supposed to blended with anything else

You have a shelf of everything you love and know on it
You have a book that you love
You don't know the ending of the book because the last page isn't there
So you would just throw it away
You have a C.D. that's scratched
So you think you will just throw it away

The world is getting duller
I want it to turn bright!
The idiosyncrasies of the day are getting to me
I want the days to turn back into exciting days
I want to rush through the streets joyously

I want and I will bow down to you
But I won't do it for you but I'll do it for me
I will do it for the world also

I love Joe 90! Joe 90 who? The old T.v show?

2005-12-18T18:04:00.000-08:00

Joe 90 is a rare band I love. Here is a biography I made of them:
Joe 90 originated in New York but spent its majorty time in Los Angeles. Joe 90 has catchy tunes in a calming sound and the singer with a raspy voice can make you in a good mood. Chris Seefried (vocals, guitar), Craig Ruda (bass), Adam Hamilton (drums), and Gary DeRosa (keyboards) released their first C.D. titled, "Dream This" in 1999. This is what people thought of the disc:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00001QGL8/qid=1134958968/sr=2-1/ref=pd_bbs_b_2_1/103-0588487-0459855?s=music&v=glance&n=5174. Joe 90 seond C.D. is called, "A Raccon's Lunch" (lol), here's what I thought about it: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00021E1NO/qid=1134958968/sr=1-10/ref=sr_1_10/103-0588487-0459855?s=music&v=glance&n=5174. Chris, Gary and Craig first when in a band called God's Child. Also Joe's music was freatured in such movies like, "Final Fantasy" and "Boy And Girls" and t.v. shows like, "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" and "Six Feet Under." Sadly, Joe 90 broke up not so long ago but Chris Seefried has a solo album out now. Long live Joe 90! You can listen to some of there music here: http://www.joe90.net/audio.html. And here is some from Chris Seefried: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=23184033.

Jesus' Birth

2005-12-18T17:15:00.000-08:00

Merry Chiristmas Everyone!
Oh, when I read about Jesus' birth
Oh, I hope I would believe

I have seen the light so many things
But when Jesus' eyes open on his birth
I hope I would believe

When I see Jesus in the manger
I hope I won't think his a stranger
But he's one as the same as God
But more as the same
And when I see that I manger I hope I would dream...dream...

When I see Jesus in the manger
I would think He is not a stranger
He is not a regreter
But a helper
With an outstreched arm
And I would dream...dream...

(This is an interesting site, you should check it out, if you want to:
http://www.gogoodnews.net/cybercards/url-mail/Christmas/card2.htm)

The Full Moon Has An Affect On Me!

2005-12-17T12:15:00.000-08:00

(Picture from:
http://www.demonbaby.com/blog/2004/04/first-annual-myspace-stupid-haircut.html)
Today, I know there'll be a full moon
I can feel it in the atmosphere
I know it is here!
I hope it'll be over soon

My heart is hoarse
I want to rant but I can't
And I want to speak
Because I can feel the moon's force
You wonder why my hair is sticking up and I have lost my mind
I will be blunt
Yeah, I will be right up front
Why is your hair sticking up?
The full moon must disappear soon

Some Songs I Enjoy!

2005-12-17T12:01:00.000-08:00

Each month I will include random songs I like. I like to think of some songs I enjoy and to share it. 1. Enya-Only Time 2. The Bigger Lovers-Casual Friday 3. John Mellencamp-Small Town 4. John Fogerty-The Old Man Down the Road 5. Blur-Good Song 6. Elvis-A Little Less Conversation. New Order-Touched By the Hand of God 8. Rocket from the Crypt-On a Rope
9. U2-North And South of the River 10. Everclear-Everything to Everyone

Staying in the Circle

2005-12-17T11:33:00.003-08:00

"Walking away from the circle
Need to find myself"
-Everclear (Song: TV Show)

Staying in the circle
You are on the sidewalk
Inside of a circle
That is made of chalk
You are so afraid
Your fate is made
You've got to leave
Leave your safe home
Leave thoughts for someone else to find
Keep your heart and mind
Find your destiny with love
As you will be brave
You'll fly with the wings of a dove

ELVIS APPRECIATION!

2005-11-27T21:09:00.000-08:00

I wonder if Elvis thought he was God or was godlike? I don' think so or he was destined to be famous. I think he thought he was like everybody else. What'd you think? I am open for discussion. Also do you have a favorite Elvis song? Mine now is "Jailhouse Rock." This site is pretty cool, I think you should check it out: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=11115433&Mytoken=EF414B2D-8C7C-4F3D-AA17165F6CF89399203906125.

The Begining of Elvis For Me (The Corny Story)

2005-11-27T20:53:00.000-08:00

I love Elvis now! lol. I am 15 and I always heard sayings like, "Elvis has the left the building" and "Thank you, thank you very much" but I only I knew a couple Elvis songs and I couldn't probably either point them out and say they were Elvis.
One reason that directed me to him was (this is probably going to make you laugh), I had a teacher and he started singing parts of Elvis songs and yes, it was corny but it made me think I am such a music person, why did I not try Elvis? And my teacher gave me some ideas of some of Elvis' songtitles. I would probably didn't know what he had sung and I wanted to try him since people say his the King. So...let's just say that's one of the reasons that got me where I am now today. Also I am little suprised because I like music groups that made a big different in music history but not like the Beatles or the Rolling Stones, but I do believe that there are very talented and gifted musicians. I like the oldies but I think it's cool and different to have a kid my age like something like Elvis.

Are Angels Really Around Me?

2005-11-27T10:41:00.000-08:00

God please listen to me
I am really danger
So help me

My soul is not cold
I have done my best
But not chains I hold
I hear the feet shuffle behind the door
I feel like a Christian person locked in an Egyptian temple
They what to crush me and I heard they think I'm bore

My days are getting bleak
I can barely speak
And my body's getting weak
Are you listening to me?

Angels are around me
Is that true God?
That surround me

Asking For Love

2005-11-23T11:43:00.000-08:00

You are asking for love
And you get it

You asking for hate
But you don't get it

Some say you make any day a beautiful day
But if you are feeling low and you feel nothing will make it better
You don't have to feel bad

You are asking for love
And you get it

You are asking for hate
But you don't get it

I don't believe life is unfair
But I do believe you are unfair
I don't mean to be nihilistic
But the problem is human nature
But human nature will always exists
You are my problem
And I am your problem
But we need need each other
It's the chemicals between us
But we need them

You are asking for love
And you get it

You are asking for hate
But you don't get it

The Feelings that We Conceal

2005-11-23T11:38:00.000-08:00

There are things that we feel
That we conceal
His father has died
She can't believe she lied
Sadly, he looks up to the sky
And wishes he would not live or die

We have emotions that we keep in our heart
Soon, someday we might rip apart
Please let me know, so we can get out of this mess
Take anybody's hand, even if you don't know how

The Devil Created Rock N Roll

2005-11-23T09:06:00.000-08:00

The Devil created rock n roll
It's like the music you scream
Or you sing where you thought you would never seem to be
Or grunge music
You plunge into your problems

You think you're God when you play
The Devil knows when pretend to be something you're not
You have a better chance for The Devil to get under your skin

I am going play my guitar
I am going to use this power and opportunity to make this world a better place
The world
The world

You smash the guitar
And when you sing your eyes burn

I am going to play my guitar
I am use this power and opportunity to make this world a better place
The world
The world

I am not going to listen to him
When I perform
I will wiggle like a worm
When I play, I don't play like God
I am God's witness

I am going to play my guitar
I am use this power and opportunity to make this world a better place
The world
The world

Ant

2005-07-03T21:10:00.000-07:00

Little ant there on the concrete
You think being a human is neat
But I want you to know it's not as simple as you think

Behind all this flesh and bone
We are just as scared as you are!

But ant enjoy some of my picnic food
As you ponder these thoughts

Don't be afraid, we are a scarp
On the map
Just like you!

Behind all this flesh and bone
We are just as scared as you are!
I say just as scared as you are!

Father, I Don't Know Why

2005-06-28T17:43:00.000-07:00

Father, I don't know why
I am scared
Maybe I am scared of the thought when mistakes arise
And when the consenquences blow up in your eyes!

Maybe I don't understand consequences
Why they happen
And why they happened to you

Father, I don't know why
When the sun shines
I want to it rain
And to think about my own pain
Yeah, I know it's true
Sometimes I like to think about what's happening in all of the angles
Happy and sad

Father, oh, Father
Is it bad that I am saying "I don't why?"
That I keep asking why?
Because all I want to do is get closer to You
Am I alright?
Am I alright?

Summer And Fall Concerts I Am Going To Go See

2005-06-25T20:29:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it, I am going to see John Fogerty in August! I bought his latest c.d. and I think it rocks and is special. :) One song on their sounds punk rock a little, another one is straight hard rock, and others are his wonderful folk sound. I couldn't believe how unique it was!;) I love John, I think his guitar playing is amazing.

Also I will Dave Matthews Band in concert in September! I saw them before in ''01 or '02 and they were simply amazing! Esp. when they played, "Crash!";) I think their new c.d. is pretty cool too.

And oh my gosh, I will see U2 in October!:);) They are my favorite band of all, I am excited!;@) My parents are going to take me who aren't big U2 fans but they said they might have a different perspective from seeing them live. I hope they enjoy it! Also I love U2's new c.d.!

Collective Soul Concert

2005-06-25T18:53:00.000-07:00

Unfortunatly, my parents and I were going to see Collective Soul in concert and I love this band. But I couldn't go in because I was younger than 21. A nice guy who accept the tickets was understanding to us, though. But I loved that my parents made it up to me by us going seeing a movie and I got a C.D.!:)

If anyone knows the setlist or knows where it could be found for their recent concert in Houston, Tx, please let me know. Thank you. :)

Stop Running Away

2005-06-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

Stop running away
So fast and so far
Through your life
Especially, through your bright days

Sometimes I wish you didn't think life was so tragic
And think in the starry times things will turn into chance and magic

Sometimes I feel like running away
Not running away from something else
But from my myself
Such a contradiction can make you sway

But life that is beutiful is here to stay
I hope you will stay, I pray

My LAUNCHCast Radio Station

2005-06-21T13:45:00.000-07:00

I have my own station here: http://music.yahoo.com/launchcast/station.asp?edit=1&u=1498141193. I am experimenting with artists and music genres. A lot of the stuff I love is on there but some stuff I am still not sure about it. I have everything to The Shins, Pulp, Kenny Chesney, The Who, New Order to Rocket From the Crypt. I will post sometimes what I listen to on here. Enjoy!:)

It Feels Just Like it Should

2005-06-21T11:47:00.000-07:00

I wonder
If it feels like it should

Not knowing what to feel inside
Not knowing to feel for mankind

Let's say...
I developed stockholm sydrome from a crook
I picked another astrologly book

I wonder
If it feels like it should
It feels just like it should

You feel a sensation within
You start thinking there no such thing as sin
But before you know you have heavy flowing blood in your veins
You are going insane!

It's a dark mysterious day outside tonight
You can't help looking at the sky for an answer
But people speak words of good advice
Live in the moment
But oh, how I hoped I could keep my head in the clouds and think about space to live for the day!

Not knowing how to feel inside
Not knowing how to feel for mankind

I wonder
If it feels like it should
It feels just like it should
Just like it should

Right now: Chicago-Beginnings is on now.;) I didn't think I would like Chicago that much. But my dad's Best Of is good! lol!

The Bigger Lovers

2005-06-21T11:11:00.000-07:00

Right now I am listening to The Bigger Lovers.:) I am really getting into this group!;) They have a powerpop sound to me and they have unquie music and lyrics. Anyways, if you want to try a new band, here is some information about them: http://www.myspace.com/thebiggerlovers

http://www.thebiggerlovers.com/index1.htm

Welcome!;)

2005-06-21T10:32:00.000-07:00

I am Carly. lol. Here is my forum. Please look around and enjoy yourself.:) I am a big fan of music and poetry, so I will post music I am listening to at that moment and poems I have written. Please come back soon!;)